Gratitude
This word has been bouncing around in my head over the past
3 weeks. How thankful are we for what God has provided us? It seems so cliché
and like this is what every missionary says after being in a third world
country – so please forgive me if this is redundant. Thanksgiving is a day we
celebrate in America with lots of food, football games, and more food. We may
go around the table and say what we are thankful for and we give good answer
(my family, this food, etc.). This week I’ve been wondering though, do we
really know what it feels like to be truly thankful?
The people here in Sierra Leone have blown me away with
their kindness and resilient graciousness. They are faced with impossible
circumstances, have lived through a treacherous bloody war, barely survive each
and every day and yet they greet me with a smile and sincere concern about how
I am doing.
Today I was weaving in and out of a dental screening, interacting
with the locals and trying to keep them calm (I was doing security). I was
faced with people whose face was swollen to twice its size and you can see
their pain clearly in their eyes. They have been standing there for hours
waiting for help admist the chaos of Freetown. I ask them, “How da morning?” “They
say “Fine, tenki” (Fine, Thank you) and I proceed to ask them “How da body?”
(How is your body) and almost every response was the same. Their eyes soften
and they look up saying “I tell Papa God tenki”
I’m staring at someone who has
every right to complain, who are expected to tell me they are in pain and can’t
eat. They don’t, they say with all sincerity that they thank God for how well
they are doing. After telling me this, they ask how I am doing and how I slept.
This screening is about them and they are genuinely concerned with me – a complete
stranger. You can tell by their eyes, when they hear that I am injured, they
have genuine concern for ME and want to help ME! They may have a large facial
tumor and their concern is for me.
This Thanksgiving is going to be different for me. This
Thanksgiving this is how I will think:
My head hurts: I tell Papa God tenki that I am able to live
another day
I miss my family: I tell Papa God tenki that I have a family
I miss food from home: I tell Papa God tenki I get 3 square
meals a day when the people I serve may not eat at all today
The internet is slow: I tell Papa God tenki for blessing me
with the ability to communicate back home
I only get 2 minute showers: I tell Papa God tenki for
making my soul as white as snow
I tell Papa God tenki for opening my eyes to see, showing me
a new world, and using me in ways I would have never imagined. When life gets
overwhelming just remember to tell Papa God tenki for the little things.
Tenki Papa God for life in itself! It's a big thank you, but without it the little things can't be received!
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